jelly babies
2004-10-28 at 9:47 p.m.
I'm sick of being seethrough to you. You don't realise it but YOU treat EVERYONE else like a piece of shit. First comes all them people and then come your friends. I'm sick of YOU overlooking all the good shit we lay out infront of your blind eyes. It's been said once before yet you still manage to be the lying attention seeker you hate.
Exam results have come back (except PDHPE and English). I'm quite disappointed and pissed off at myself because I didn't perform as good as I wanted to. I guess all the studying didn't pay off which kind of stinks.
Formal tables have been organised and hopefully we got the best seats in the house. As soon as I heard we could reserve our tables I went home to ask my sister which tables were the best and I reserved all three; two for my group and one for Andrew. For my group, one table has eight people while the other has ten. At first, I was on the ten table but now I think I might change to Andrew's table. On that table there's Andrew, Leng, Aiman, Leng's friend, Jackson, Jenno, Me, Quang? and Sung?. I heard balloons will be on the ceiling and chairs? Jennifer thought a goldfish in the middle of each table would be nice. Funny idiot.
Because it's the "formal" and it's supposed to be some night out with your "friends" (those who you always hang around are called your only friends I suppose), things are going to stir because of the seating arrangements but I hope they don't.
I hate the fact that because you belong to a certain group you have an obligation to stay with them all the time, but the fact is, no matter what group you are in you don't necessarily always have to hang with them. I guess some people just don't see it that way.