23 days to formal
2004-11-08 at 4:27 p.m.
Okay fucking reblog becaue I'm deciding to get everything out of my system.
Today must have been one of the worst days ever for me. I felt like me head couldn't cope with anything else. When you think about all the shit friends and family give you it seems a fucking whole lot doesn't it? I'll dry my eyes for you bitch but I'll never change what I am and what I have for anyone. If you don't like the way I am, the way I've turned out to be, think twice before you criticise me about it and ask yourself "Was I partially repsonsible for this shit". I feel so fucking aggro today and I can't release it any other way besides blogging it.
Firstly, to the foursome with perfect corners and straight lines, why can't you just get off my back and stop commenting on my behaviour. All this talk about me being this and that really got to my head today. Don't you realise that all this down talking doesn't do anything besides drill me into the ground further and further which eventually leaves me the way I was today.
I'm sick of people getting offended just because they don't know about my private life. All this bullshit expectations of telling everyone about my issues and then when I don't all this talk comes up about "dogging" and "ignoring". Wake the fuck up. How often do you meet someone who declares their problems to the general public everytim an issue arises?
To the boy, you put yourself into this and no-one asked you to cope with it alone. I try to be the friendliest person you can get from me but all I get in return is this bullshit talk of miseries and dogging (isn't it funny how much this word appears in my life). If you don't want to communicate with me why don't you just take your ass off everything that keeps me in contact with you. No-ones asking for your undying worship. I assure you that I can survive without it.
On a happier note, the School Certificate exams for English and Science were easier than the trials. The exams were pretty boring as I sat there for half an hour looking around and pulling faces at Anthony.
Excuse my swearing and harshness in the blog but I couldn't word it any other way.
Happy 16th Birthday to Brooke for tomorow sweety (sorry for putting the spotlight on you). Have fun and forget about your worries! <33