champagne anyone?
2005-04-17 at 8:46 p.m.
Sometimes I sit and reminisce about the past because I like to see how my perceptions of people and aspects of life have changed. Usually it's happy thoughts about what I cherish at that point in life. Then there are times when I think about the not so good experiences. Lately, I've had one of those that I've been dwelling on for quite a while.
When I read or heard recounts of you being so "close" to her, it makes me wonder how you came to become so manipulative and almost pretentious. You're faults have been unfolding so quickly infront of me and they don't seem to be stopping any time soon.
I've always held what you did for me close to my heart and felt that I owe a lot to you. I still do, but I know that I honestly can't give back what you did. I also can't go on pretending that you're an important part of my life because frankly, I'd despise you if you still were.
I already do dislike you a lot and what you do doesn't help either.